just_erinmarie

I found this playlist and fell in love!! I always have trouble matching the soundtrack songs with the scenes...and these videos actually help you with it!! Actual scenes from the movie!! :D

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There once was a Boy & a Girl.

You would think this is going to be a happy little love story – but in reality, there is nothing of the sort.

It is more of a --Welcome-To-Reality, FML-- kind of tale.

So you have Boy & Girl.

Boy is single. Girl has Boyfriend.

Boy & Boyfriend are close friends.

Oh by the way – Boy & Girl like each other.

Boy used to like AnotherGirl. AnotherGirl didn’t necessary like Boy at the time.

Boy started liking Girl when Girl started dating Boyfriend, about 2 months ago now.

AnotherGirl starts liking Boy, about a month ago?

Oh by the way – Girl & AnotherGirl are close friends.

So you have one very confused Boy and one very conflicted Girl.

I’m not sure why Boy is confused but Girl is primary conflicted because:

She still has feelings for Boyfriend, even though they’ve been slowly breaking apart, but Boyfriend still really likes her. She doesn’t know what she would do if Boyfriend and her actually broke up.

Actually, Boy suggested to Girl that they would have a secret relationship. Girl doesn’t know about this, like the rest of the situation as a whole.

Boy wants secret relationship primarily because of the age difference.

Oh by the way – the round ages of these fun characters are:

Girl – 13 years old, 8th grade
Boyfriend – 15 years old, 10th grade
Another Girl – 16 years old, 10th grade
Boy – 18 years old, 12th grade

And for those who are bad at math – that’s pretty much a 4-5 year difference.

What is Boy & Girl supposed to do?

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Does Boy & Girl come out about their status of liking each other, but hurting AnotherGirl and Boyfriend along the way?

Do Boy & Girl continue to flirt and maintain a relatively secret relationship?

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Oh and to make things more complicated… Me (not pictured in this character story) is the only one that knows the whole story (except for all of Boy’s explanation) and Boy doesn’t know that Me knows his story, especially how he told Girl not to tell ANYONE, in which he thinks NOONE knows. How fun. Guess where the Me position would fit into this story?

Oh Me would fit into the position of everybody thinking Me & Boy would be a perfect couple, including most of his and my friends, classmates, adults, and even parents. Boy told Me that he thinks of Me as only a friend – which I agreed at the time. But it’s been 7months since then, and 3 months ago, I started liking him more than a friend and flirting. Me thought we were getting along great and making somewhat progress towards a relationship but of course, this bomb was dropped on Me by Girl, who happens to be one of my closest younger friends, asking Me what to do. And ironically, Girl comes to Me first, but then again – she doesn’t know my feelings towards Boy.

So…what am Me supposed to do?

With the footage filmed at Comic Con!

I'm having another "It seemed like a good idea at the time" moment.

Breathing deeply, walking backwards,
Finding strength to call and ask him
Rollercoaster, favorite ride
Let me kiss you one last time

I remember those days when we'd laugh so much that our sides hurt, when the hours of conversation flew by so fast. And now when we see eachother, we walk away as though we never knew eachother.

You can ask me as much as you like, but getting an answer, well thats a different story.

Sometimes i wish i was a little girl again, skinned knees are better than broken hearts.

just once i want to be someone`s reason or waking up,
someone`s reason for going through another day.
just one time i want to be the one being wished for, the one who makes a guy say "i`m so lucky to have her. "
to put it simply, i wanna mean to somebody what they mean to me.

i believe in sleeping in. i believe in giving 100% when you only have 80. i believe in love, arguing, and jamming out by yourself any damn time you want to. i believe in kisses on the forehead. i believe in long, slow kisses and smiling until your cheeks hurt or laughing until you can't breathe. i believe in being crazy stupid with your friends and taking chances, making mistakes. i believe in having someone tell you that you're beautiful and meaning it. i believe you will never be too old to swing on the swings at the park or run through the pouring rain. i believe in second chances, and i believe everyone deserves one.

All right,I've had enough.I can't pretend that I don't love you anymore 'cause I still do with every little piece of my heart although you totally screw me up,broke my heart,took all my hopes and my innocence away from me.All I want is to forget you and fall in love with someone who deserves me & my love unlike you.Do I ask for too many things?

love
it's a short word with too deep a meaning but here goes....love is the hope that keeps u goin...searchin...it's our will to live...our sole purpose in life is to love...it's is the cause for our happiness nd sadness...it's wen u give ur all with no regrets nd everything u do is with this burning passion....wen u have no clue y u do certain things u normally wudnt do for someone or something....the happiness that comes from loving nd being loved is irony....ur always happy to have that person yet ur submerged in melancholy for even tho ur happy nd in love u kno the end cud come at n e moment nd u'll b left trying to find meaning to ur life again....most importantly love is blind...it goes about like a blind man feeling around for the braile letters. It does not see or reason but commands u to do wut will make ur heart throb with happiness....all of that, nd more, it's still not enough to explain that 4 letter word

How come teachers can have substitutes? It's not fair that they can have substitutes and we can't have any to take our place in class.

We're afraid of many things in life but if we don't confront them, we'll never live life correctly. We have to kill those feelings that make us less than others, we have to erase all those bad moments we have passed, and live life at last.

Take a pen in your uncertain fingers
Trust and be assured
That the whole world is a sky-blue butterfly
And words are the nets to capture it

If you have something to say
Does it prove you're different
If your answer is different
Does it mean your wrong?
If you are wrong
Does it mean they're right?
But if you are right
They don't have to be wrong

Tell
I want to tell you everthing and everythig extra
i also want to die
to go to sleep with bleeding wrists
i wish i was never alive
i need you in my life
i need to tell someone before i cant take much more
your the one i want to tell
but you make me nerves and scared
you just wont talk to me
its like as if you already know

Scares
Just think of it like this.
Im yours and your mine
You cant see the scares on my arm
I ask you "What do you see?"
You tell me "Pure beauty"
I ask you "What do you miss?"
You repley "The real you"
Okay so now the scares are there and again
I ask you "What do you see?"
You say "A fake smile with real tears"
I ask you "What do you miss?"
And you repley "Your Happyness

Worse
Life seems to get better but only worse
Skys turn from blue to gray
We have no more sunny days
Everyone turns tobuzz or worse just to get throgh the day
Parents become abousers Kids become the aboused
kids turn to sex for attintion to only get left on the sidelines knocked up and used
So we Decied to run away
We get sucked in to the stage of steeling, weed and, worse
Because we ran away we only ask for some help befor things get any worse
I Miss my blue skys and sunny and my better days!




and thats it for me today... if you read this... tell me what you think.. especially tell me your favorite :D thanks luv erinmarie

Love doesn’t need dates, treats, gifts, money, sex or extreme kissing to realize that you’re finally in love. It only needs the “comfort and security of having a lifetime friend in the person”. If despite all the consequences, the feeling does not die out instead it grows stronger, then, it must be it!

Love is the quiet understanding and mature acceptance of imperfection. It is real. It gives you strength and grows beyond you – to bolster your beloved. You are warmed by their presence, even when they are away. Miles do not separate you. You have so many wonderful little films in your head that you keep replaying. But near or far, you know they are yours, and you can wait.


What is yours?

Hey if anybody knows any reliable art contests - especially online entrys - could you please comment?! thanks!

ROBERT PATTINSON SCRUB DOWN

~oooo lala~ haha

http://perezhilton.com/tv/index.php?ptvid=646865418dd35

Paramore's brand new song, "Decode", from the Official Twilight movie soundtrack, out November 4th 2008! You can pre-order it here for only $9.99: http://www.amazon.com/Twilight-Soundt...

Track listing:

Muse - Supermassive Black Hole
Paramore - Decode
The Black Ghosts - Full Moon
Linkin Park - Leave Out All The Rest
MuteMath - Spotlight (Twilight Mix)
Perry Farrell - Going All The Way (Into The Twilight)
Collective Soul - Tremble For My Beloved
Paramore - I Caught Myself
Blue Foundation - Eyes On Fire
Rob Pattinson - Never Think
Iron & Wine - Flightless Bird, American Mouth
Carter Burwell - Bella's lullaby

I was wondering if anybody knows a download site where I can download a copy of New Moon/Eclipse/Breaking Dawn and Possibly The Host audiobook. I've found past posts with MegaUpload - but the site doesnt work with my computer let alone my iTunes. I recieved Twilight from Boxnet - so if anybody knows the boxnet site they would be amazingly awesome!!! :)

thanks :)

HERE IT IS THE 2 MINUTE 23 SECONDS FINAL TRAILER OF THE AMAZINGLY AWESOME TWILIGHT!!!



OR THE URL:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uiLNilI57Aw

ta-da!! enjoyyyyyyyyyyyyy =] and comment =] i know i canttttt waittttttt!!!!

my little elise...im sorry

 

miss elise,

all i can think about it is you all the time the last couple days and it kills me.  everytime i replay my favorite memories with you i hurt inside and i cant make it stop.  you're the last person on my mind when i go to bed and the first person on it when i wake up.  i just feel sick to know that such a wonderful, bright person was so unhappy and that i couldnt do anything about it and that i didnt sense it.  so many people cared about you and are having the worst time right now because they cant see you or talk to you or give you a hug and tell you that you light up their life, including me.  i know we havent hung out at all lately because we were both always so damn busy, i should have made time for you and us and i didnt and ill never get that back for the rest of my life and im so sorry.  i know you say your not a perfect person, but you are to me.  the trip to vail was one of the best times of my life and im so so glad that i got to share it and all of our crazy and hilarious memories from it with you.  i will never meet another elise as long as i live and i hope that you are happy darling, and that your pain that was so awful is at rest. i love you forever and ever, please if there is a heaven and you are there know that  not a day will go by that i dont think of you and your beautiful soul inside and out.  and if you are watching over all of us down here that are missing you keep an eye on us.  i love you!

*written by jamie* thursday february 01, 2007
posted by *erinmarie*

So I was reading the Twilight seires yet again (im probably up to the 100s right now) and was writing poetry off of the feelings (as thats what i do lol) and then I started reading Shiny Word's live journal, with her fanfic, "Our Last Mistakes", and then BANG! after the first chapter, I wrote out a poem about that situation of love.

under the cut is my poem (untitled) and further instructions (lol!jk). please read and comment :)
( i love you )

OME!
today is my first saturday off from school - this past week was my first week back at school :(

so anyhow - i FINALLY got my TWILIGHT CALENDER! eek! the pictures are so priceless! the only kind-of funny part is where they already marked dec. 12 with "Twilight Movie Release" . I wonder if they'll make reprints with the new date of the movie - november 21st - in calenders? hmmm.

oh and i got the TWILIGHT MOVIE TSHIRT! hooray! i wore it today and went down town and like 10 people asked me what is twilight and such. i explained to them all about the amazingly awesome seires and stephanie meyer and the movie coming out and such. and even like 2 of them asked who the characters on the shirt were - and i just named stephanie meyer's characters for them, who they were, and the actual actors/ actresses playing them!

it was a sweeeeeeeeet day !

Hey I just made this fan trailer of Twilight ... its my first one (well in video format - all my other ones are just photos) so check it out for me - and comment :)

perfect theme song for Eclipse:

song is "put your arms around me" by Natasha Bedingfield.


or if video is "unavailable" or any crap like that:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oNjHi32BV04


lyrics are perfect for theme of togetherness, especially going from Eclipse point of view: look for yourself:

"Put Your Arms Around Me"

That original feeling never went away
That's why I?m standing here today.
Whoa Whoa
So many up and downs
And nothing has changed
That's why you know I'm here to stay.
Whoa Whoa

So put your arms around me
And then stay there forever
Let it always be this way
You and me together

So put you arms around me
And I'll never let go
I know they?re easy words to say
But I mean it more then ever

Yours is the kind of love
makes nothing else feel good enough
And I?m never gonna give you up, Oh no, Oh no.

That original feeling never went away
That's why I?m standing here today.
Whoa Whoa
(Ain?t nobody gonna take your place
Only you made me feel this way)

So many up and downs
And nothing has changed
That's why you know I'm here to stay
Whoa Whoa
Ain't nobody gonna replace
Only you make me feel this saved

So put your arms around me
And then stay there forever
Let it always be this way

You and me together

So put you arms around me
And I'll never let go
I know they?re easy words to say
But I mean it more then ever

Yours is the kind of love
makes nothing else feel good enough
And I?m never gonna give you up (Oh no, oh no)
[Repeat 2x]

It can?t explain what's the glue that holds us in.
Whoa Whoa
I can?t refrain if I had a chance to do it over again.
Whoa Whoa

So put your arms around me
And then stay there forever
Let it always be this way
You and me together
So put you arms around me
And I'll never let go
I know they?re easy words to say
But I mean it more than ever
[Repeat 2x]

Yours is the kind of love
makes nothing else feel good enough
And I?m never gonna give you up (Oh no, oh no)
[Repeat 2x]

[Outro]
Yours is the kind of love
makes nothing else feel good enough
And I?m never gonna give you up (Oh no, oh no, no no no)

I totally stumbled over one of the best bands ever written any music (or albums) SPECIFICALLY for the Twilight Seires by Stephanie Meyer. 



Hope you guys' enjoy this treat as much as I did! Duuuude i hope they use some of these songs in the movies! Do you all agree?

If there are one or more people on your friends list who make your world a better place just because they exist, and who you would not have met (in real life or not) without the Internet, then post this same sentence in your journal.

 Okay so I had a bit of a hit for my Title Theories and the discussion of comments that went around it ... ... and wanted continue with other theories revolving the Twilight seires.

This includes topics such as the treaty, bella's perceptive, bella's to-be power?, Angela, the Volturi ...dot dot dot....


I might add more theories or make another post continued later but i dunno. I'm just trying to make a exceptional range of theories for Breaking Dawn and such since there is so much literally between the lines of this seires! 


Do you agree? Disagree? totally stumped?
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